Here I lie, my eyes wide open,
and once again I am heart broken.
I'm not sure where to go from here,
as I struggle and fight to not shed a tear.
But out they pour, running down my cheeks,
love is all that I have ever seaked.
The air fades as I drown in this pain,
who knew it was possible to go this insane.
Never have I had a single regret,
though nor I have ever been so upset.
I hate you for this hold you have over me,
I hate that I can't stop thinking about you,
I hate that I can't go on with out you,
I hate you.

I love you.